JJ and Pa - May 10

At JJ's great grandpa's 90th birthday ceremony, Pa-av, K'Cham

So in love with water in such a hot weather

Getting involved

The blesses showered by great grandpa will keep JJ growing healthy, strong and smart! Sa-tuu! Sa-tuu!

The expectation

Too much of it may turn out to be more disappointment; however, I need it to push myself harder, at least for the coming 3 weeks for I wanna get rid of the PAPERs I supposed to throw away long ago. Whatever the result will be, I deserve it given my own actions and capacity. What a chronic procrastinating me!

On the go

Slowly and steadily! A lot need to be done... in pursuance of quality and credibility!

The loss

With an intended change (see my previous post), I am very likely to risk myself to lose of what I am supposed to have. However, before the expected loss there first came the unexpected one! The loss was so shocking that we could hardly bear it although she is unrelated. Being emotionally hurt is coupled with physical tiredness. The change itself has changed us to be harder working yet at least for what I see as a betterment. We will go through it, though. 

Anyway, I am now awaiting the real change ahead. 

Change

It is just as Albert Einstein defined "insanity" as "doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results". Unless you wanna stay in the trap, why not a change? For better or worse, it is worth a try. 

All the best...

Productivity

Lately its level is down to nearly zero. Several reasons flush back and forth, making it even worse for full concentration. Whatsoever, I still believe that it is not because of the aging. Lolz...

Stupidity

Its level has become more visible now, exceeding the threshold seen and perceived only by myself!!!

Too much to take

Sorry, I am not the kinda person who likes complaining in public domain. But, it is way too much to handle it, especially working with those who are supposed to do the job but do not care even a bit about it.

Maybe it is time to let go of it. How soon? That's the question!

BLANK

... is the title for the whole September of this little bloggy.

From lazy, busy ME

ស្រ្តេសស៍

ខ្ញុំ​មាន​អារម្មណ៍​ថា​ គ្មាន​អារម្មណ៍​នឹង​មាន​អារម្មណ៍ក្នុង​ការ​ធ្វើ​អ្វី​ដែល​ខ្ញុំមាន​អារម្មណ៍ថា​នឹង​មាន​អារម្មណ៍ថាត្រូវ​ធ្វើសោះ។ ខ្ញុំ​សង្ឃឹម​ថា​នេះ​មិន​មែន​ជា​សញ្ញា​នៃការ​ឈាន​ទៅ​រក​ស្រ្តេសស៍នោះ​ទេ។

Decisions

One was made and followed by another one(s). Looking back, regretting or not is no longer important. Still, there are ones to come and to be made. Better or worse? Let's see how they are fared and swallowed.

Breastfeeding certificate

I got my intensive breastfeeding certificate yesterday, so there should be a celebration today. Let's party?!!

I'm grateful for all the encouragement and supports from JJ's papa, grandmas, grandpas, uncles, aunties, brothers and sisters. Without them, there is no way possible for me to do my mommy job with this great achievement. I can assure you that it is never easy to be a full-time breastfeeding mommy, but a healthy and active baby makes you feel proud and content. Those 4 kilos and bunches of hair I've lost within the past 3 months are nothing (err... a little concerned though... lolz).

Note of the day 
You wouldn't know how hard it is unless you've done it yourself.

Multi-tasking

For what? Personal growth? I doubt it, but I know it doesn't come at the right time.

[sigh]

Note of the day

It is not because you are the boss that I pay you respects, but it is your characteristics as a boss that I value.

I'm back

Yeah, I'm back after such a long maternity break... lolz!!! This time with a lot of updates indeed, but I just don't know from which to start. Well, I think it is best to resume it with JJ's birth which was noted timely by LPP. I could not thank her more for the posting and visiting :-)

Next, it should be some more details about JJ. Her official name is Sun Sethanita, born on 26 January 2012, at 7am, in Calmette Hospital. She is now 2 months and 3 weeks old and 5.4kg as of 12 April 2012. In her first month, she slept in daytime and bothered her parents at midnight and sometimes up to dawn. Now she has learned to be more disciplined and gradually adjusted her body clock. She likes being played with and if she is left unnoticed long after she wakes up, she will get mad by letting you know with her screaming. She doesn't like the increasingly hot weather of these days. She has learned to roll over to lie on her tummy and made it on her very own effort twice or more. She has been to 2 wedding receptions, chheng meng at papa's hometown, and out for breakfasts and dinners...

Another update is that I'm back to my work yesterday and I was just done reading my more than 1,500 office emails and got to peep in here.

Now it is almost time for lunch break. More later ne, my bloggy!

Another note

On 21 Dec, she is 35 weeks and 3 days and weighs 2350g. Although a little bit less than the standard weight, she is healthy, said the doctor. Nothing can be happier for pa and ma :-)

31 weeks have gone!

Yeah, today marked the 1st day of the 32th week (according to my tracker). Having her around in just less than 8 weeks gives me a mixed feeling of excitement and nervousness. I guess you know what I mean.

Getting back here?

I noticed I have become less and less keen on writing and reading all through these quite many months (since when I don't remember). I was once stucked to ponder whether I should deactivate this blog of mine which has been a company since I was away from home 5 years ago; later some time I think it should be kept and recapture my attention. Ah-ha, another idea flashed into my mind in May; I should get back here for a special reason. However, I'm still not fully hooked back... Lolz

Well, more to go!!!

Ignorance

It has been a long while since she was around. More likely is either laziness or business, or a combination of both? Instead, I doubt if it stirred from the existing inner mind and interest no more. All the reasons may be seen only as excuses, as they would never let go of her and thus keep her there, long enough to cause no action and "reasonable" enough to make no change. So comes a vicious cycle in no time to get broken.

It will not be promised, but rather it will be committed to sending her off.

A note

... to be noted!!!